
The storm systems that come, give new meaning and create new perspective, showing that the elements are the most powerful influencer.
The storm arrived. I watched it roll in. I knew it was coming, I could feel it. The wind gently blew from a familiar, yet undesirable direction. All that I could do was brace myself for the elements, knowing that they are far more powerful than I could pretend to try and understand, or laughably control.
I watched, observed, trying to make sense of how the energy shifted through my supportive, intelligent, and inspired first year class, to a level of defeat. I saw myself process through the cut of a deep childhood wound. The kind of pain where rawness slices deeper than expectation could anticipate. In my head I pleaded, "but we worked so hard." And we did work extremely hard. We created an environment of open communication and understanding, a place that we could just be, learn, grow, and work on ourselves and our artistic process. The kind of artistic education one can only dream of!
Now, I just feel lucky that I had an opportunity to experience that time, however short lived it felt when it was taken from me. Though the storm blew in quick, fierce, and intense, I now know we maximized the pre-luding calm; we were there, present, connected to our surroundings, momentous within ourselves. This particularly enlightened foundation formed our independent artistic authenticities, and holds my artistic heart together.
This situation lead to greater artistic maturity, I do believe, the best holiday gift ever!


